I confuse myself.
I tend to make very confusing choices but I know there is a pattern to it all and an explanation.
I understand but I don't at the same time.

I don't know what God wants me to do in life I want to be a nurse... but I don't at the same time and other things have been on my mind a lot lately and I just keep rolling thoughts through my head.

God who do you want me to be with someday?

Hmmm I learned that I really like girls with short hair xD haha especially people with dark brown hair... lol xD that was randomness I know but I just noticed that...