yuna's ballad

This is written by mikazuki hiroyuki also known as Joshua Reber

My lifestyle as an american has changed and is becoming more geared towards the Japanese culture. I love everything that involves Japan but more important it is gearing towards Christ.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Confusionish I guess

I don't know who I want to be with in life... I truly don't... I think I would be happy with a lot of different people but would they be happy with me? That is my main question right now... I think I am worrying about it too much... I really am frustrated at me I want to be loved badly but will I let the person love me? or will I hurt them? I don't want to tie knots though either... But I want to at the same time... I want to choose who i am going to be with but I want that person to truly want to be with me and it has to be something that the person really wants and wouldn't run away from it.... I am just confused about it I want it to be someone who is happy with who I am I guess... That is what it is but who will that be? that's the question... Patience is hard... I can hope it is someone amazing... ~<3 it will be but I just wonder who it is... I can hope it is a certain person but then I am limiting in my mind who that person really is and I learned I can't limit myself mentally in any way that is how I pull myself into depression....

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