What I really mean when I say "you can give up" is please please please don't give up if you want to you can and I won't be upset (kinda depends on situation) but I want you to keep trying please don't give up everyone does that and it hurts if you give up later rather than sooner. I shouldn't but I do tend to do this a lot trying to get you to either get up which is what I usually assume will happen or shock me and stick around which usually never happens.
Hmm maybe I tell people too much about my emotions and my thoughts... I wonder why I am always trying to tear myself apart and hurt myself...
Well it is me I guess I have to accept that or change...
I am tiring of it though i am getting placated by fears and worries and I am over analyzing this and causing myself to break... Or was I already broken?
Madness
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