Today I am not very excited about it I know things will go well but I just have this feeling that something bad is going to happen not with the surgery but with something else. I hate having that feeling in my gut that makes me feel sick because I know whenever I have it it never fails me. I am going to go and head to seattle in a couple of minutes now...
Right now my emotions are all mixed up with everything that has been happening lately and I feel like I am riding a roller coaster right now...
I am frustrated that whenever I want to hang out with any of my friends I have to fight every step of the way to just hang out with them which is just torture I would love to have a friend who fought to try to hang out with me as much as possible... but oh well I guess it isn't going to happen...
Will be drugged for a while after Surgery so won't be writing much...
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what goes through my mind both good and bad showing what colors truly flow through me.
yuna's ballad
This is written by mikazuki hiroyuki also known as Joshua Reber
My lifestyle as an american has changed and is becoming more geared towards the Japanese culture. I love everything that involves Japan but more important it is gearing towards Christ.
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